Are your thoughts killing U?

When you think of something deeply, especially at night when you are about to sleep (u are tired,yawning,eyes are red-filled with sleep) your night becomes a sleepless night... just as it became with me now. My thoughts are killing me now. The whole world is sleeping (uppz I know the western countries must be enjoying their weekend...) & I'm writing this piece of scrap....:( 

Some times I think Dreams are merely thoughts nothing else... I dreamed of many things in my life, oh yes I have achieved some of them but scarified a lot to get them.Just now I saw a status update from a good friend of mine “When you don’t get what you want, you suffer. If you get it, you suffer too since you can’t hold on to it forever.” So either u have to hold what u want or ready to sacrifice.........." and its true...

sorry ppl... I don't know what I'm writing... just wrote to console my mind and soul... :( 

goodn8 all sweet dreams and a happy Sun Day :)

"I had been an indolent since 3 months....." ohh shit!!! :O

"I had been an indolent since 3 months....." ohh shit!!! :O

"I had been an indolent since 3 months....." ohh shit!!! :O

"I had been an indolent since 3 months....." ohh shit!!! :O

last I posted was on 1st July,2011... after that I had topics to share with u, but as I said earlier I was lazy to write... In mean while I  started my new cook blog..."with a single post :( my bad How Can I be so slothful?????" In mean while I visited all job providing sites faced 3 interviews and got though one.. In mean while I learned 4-5 new recipes...In mean while I did lotta of shopping...In mean while I got my new Android Smart phone "HTC WILDFIRE S" from my hubby as anniversary gift...In mean while I visited my home town...In mean while did lotta of beauty treatment SIGH... In mean while met with many new people around, learnt frm them, taught them, yelled at them, bla bla bla.... In mean while learned new topics... In mean while started weaving "will put the snap as soon as I finish it :D"... In mean while learned to do multi tasking @ kitchen... 

well-well-well I updated :D he he ehheh he 

Bye and TC and hope to write some thing new soon.....
With Love,

Surabhi
Happy Ganesh Chaturthi...

730th day of our engagement ... :)

 Engagement is a joyous beginning of a wonderful relationship that bonds two people forever in the bond of love and togetherness.....

 

Thanks to every body who wished us. Special thanks to Mom, Dad, Mummy ( Jeet's mom ), Daddy (Jeet's Dad), Jyoti, my Uncle's n Aunties, my bro's n sis..... not least my friends... specially Sanghamitra, Gayatri, Monalisha, Pallavi, Amrutanshu & Amit Agarwal. :)

It's been so long
That I haven't post any topic
I'm tryna be strong
But the strength I have is washing away

It wont be long
Before I get blog by my side
And just hold you, tease you, squeeze you
Tell you what's been on my mind

I wanna make up right now, na na
I wanna make up right now, na na

Come on India....Dikhadoo!!!!!

India and Pakistan Cricket team is considered one of the most intense sports rivalries in the world. Sources says, more than one hundred million television viewers all over the world are estimated to be attracted... India Vs Pakistan :). Recent news said TV Channels are charging about 10 lakh for a 10 second advertisement from the company...     Doesn't it sound crazy!!!

Well well... I am not a Cricket Fan... but when India plays I always feel like to cheer India .. :D Today I wish India beat Pakistan... :) 

He says I'm a Constant, Unstopable Chatter.... :O

Met with him for the 1st time at Depaul School, IXth B.... During early days I used to think what kind of boy is he... always in the corner bench away from other pupils. One came to know that he stays in the same locality where I stay. After that we became good friends ... in other words the best Chatter friends.. He says I have the stamina to gossip for hours without any certain topic... We used to babble, murmur, patter, laugh, shout.... at a common place " @ my terrace ", some times in font of our main gate, some time @ my common room, some times at his bed room... seriously missing those days when we used to gabble.... 

Years passed now I am at Vizag and he is continuing his higher studies (MPharm) @ BIT, Ranchi. Last I met with him was on my wedding... now again I met with him at Vizag in front of Kursura Submarine Museum in R K Beach. 

@FoodEx, Vishakapatnam

But this time he gave me some new comments and said U r not the same Surabhi... :D I don't know why... this time I didn't have any thing new to chat with him. May be because we chat at FB, Gtalk every day ohh yes everyday except sometimes.. hah ahha..

P.S. I am lucky to get a friend like you Amrutansu....:)

To update is a way of life now ;)

It's more than a way of our life now. We click photos to share it and get comments on it :). I do... :)my nears and dears do... :) and my blog readers do... YES U... U .. U... :) We feel like to update the world what's on our mind.

There are some applications like Orkut, Twitter, Face Book.... which allows ppl to check what others are doing in their real world :). Many of us do spend more time online than on terra firma. :O We update statuses from ‘cooking 2 minutes maggi’ to ‘get officially killed by boredom’. The best part about updating a status or uploading a picture is to see who all are going to comment and what. :P. One doesn’t need a computer at hand these days as most cell phones allow us to connect to social networking sites so that we can record our every waking minute. 

In short world shirked, our feelings in no more private rather we are open book... 

We Celebrate Love, Not V-Day...

Valentine's Day is to celebrate love. It's a special day like birthdays and anniversaries to rejoice with loved ones. 

But why  do we need a reminder to make it special with our loved ones, one we care for... Why don't we clasp what we have every single day!!!!!!  

Secrets of my diary,,,

Year 1999, class VII at IMST, Malkangiri we had a English Literature teacher Miss. Marry. She was best at her job, in other words I Loved Her… u guys must be thinking… Is Su… a Le*****!!!!!!!! Aaahhhannnnn nothing like that :-P he he e he … Once in a free period she asked the class to write on a particular topic… Actually tried hard to have a flashback of the particular topic but failed :( any how… she gave the topic and at the end of 45 minutes of class we all submitted her the described topic in a piece of paper. After 3 days she entered to our class and called out my name “hey!!! Where’s survi!!!,The best essay which I selected out of 39 students is yours”. I was surprised to hear that :-O (It was not actually so good… lots of grammatical errors, poor sentence formation, bla bla bla…) 

Then she asked me, do write something everyday… and start a practice of writing a diary… since then I started writing diary…. Till my class 12^th I used to write impersonal things… Ohhh yes Some times when I used to feel very lonely … I used to write some personal matters… that too not in English or Hindi or Oriya but “ OIR-HIN-GLISH“ sounds funny!!! I used to and still follow the same pattern in my personal diary till date :) “Oir-Hin-Glish” is such a language….. quite difficult to encrypt and decrypt except me… Suppose tomorrow something unknown happens to me and Police or CBI or even FBI try to decrypt, cant decrypt it …. LOL :D

This concept of “Oir-Hin-Glish” got into existence after I was caught for the first time by my DAD in class VIII where I have written few lines about my 1^st Crush. OMG can never forget that day ;( Dad took my diary into custody for two weeks… That diary consisted of lyrics from Kaho na pyaar hai, Kuch Kuch Hota Hai, etc. I don’t know at those days I had a craze to write the lyrics, listening them on my Sony Walkman. (was gifted from my dada on my 12^th birthday)  Some of my Bakwash Stories which never had a meaning. Some of my sketches (good ones). Some phone numbers, postal address etc…  

From the year 2004 I started writing my diary every personal and impersonal matter. And till today I have never been caught for it coz my dad understood it has become a part of my life. Since my wedding I hardly write my diary… Dunno Y I don’t feel to write… May be I got a partner with whom I am sharing all my views… 

Missing my diary …. So decided to hug my diary once again from tomorrow… Missed you my honey dipped diary…. I Love You Muuuuuaaaaaahhhhhh <3

Why human feelings or emotions swing at times????

When I woke today morning… missed my mom & dad a lot…Missing my olden days with my family :-( Was not feeling to get up from my bed and prepare breakfast & lunch for my husband…Then took a second thought he will leave home without breakfast and God knows when he will have his lunch @ his canteen!!! Got up from bed (with lil tears in my eyes..:-( ), moved at snail's pace, prepared Tea and Puliharam (SouthIndian dish) and packed his box. Finally done with food section and he left home leaving me alone……

Now it’s 14:45 Hrs, still crawling at my bed,peeping everyones Facebook, Orkut profiles and posting comments on their updates, photos, links… bla bla bla…. And feeling hungry… I have to eat some thing… :O Prepared Dosa and gulped it with Tomato Sauce….:-( MISS U MOM… :-(

Why human feelings or emotions swing at times????

Today I am feeling Abominable, Agonized, Doomed, Distressed, and Nostalgic ….

Turning 24

21^st January, 1987 at 07:54 HRS a little girl took birth in a rural village called Ambaguda of Korapur Dist., Orissa. Later she was named with a name “Suravi” (PS: she changed it SURABHI in class 10^th :-D) The name ‘suravi’ was given by her grandfather. Gradually she grew up and was taken to Sunabeda (acc famous for HAL) of Koraput dist., Orissa. There she took admission in an English Medium School “Vyomayana Samasta Vidyalaya” in short VSV. She studied there till her mid of Class VII, and shifted to Malkangiri (place famous for riots).Finished her 7^th and 8^th at IMST, Malkangiri and then shifted to her home town Berhampur where she continued her further studies at Depaul, followed by RICMS, followed by NIST. Now she is a post graduate…

Time elapsed, value of money decreased, increased her waistline, with quite pleasing height of 5’4” now staying with her dashing husband at City of Destiny “Vishakapatnam” :-D

Now gradually she will get old… Hair will start graying, wrinkles will be visible… eyeshight will get weaker.. uff…. (abhi to jawan hun….no more comments further LOL)

My motto of narrating the story of Suravi was only to realize my readers that they too have grown old and able to read blogs.. :-D look at yourself from your birth and the moment you are reading my lines… how old you are and what all you left in your past :-) & what you have to do in your future…

Glimpse 2010…

Second by second, minute by minute, hour by hour, day by day, month by month, year by year… everything in our life move on leaving a sway in our mind… None has the power to stop the earth revolving, stop the sun rising, stop the moon glowing, stop the stars twinkling. Like ways none can stop our daily routine…social commitments, love, war, fantasy, accomplishments, certificates, bla bla bla ….. :-)

Every new day is a learning day in our life. We come across many situations; sometimes good sometimes bad…and sometimes the worst. The only thing which leaves behind is a glimpse… every new year we make resolutions (LOL my cousin says “resolutions are made for a namesake” :-) ) plan to do something new this year, leave some bad habits (I’ll not bite my nails any more… :-( in 2011), etc….

“2010” resulted as an adventurous year in my life… I can’t even dare to forget what happened in the year 2010 in my life… Completed my masters, got selected with a company (couldn’t join :-( ), changed my status from engaged to married, forced to wake up early (acc. I hate waking early morning :-| ), learnt cooking (though I burnt my hand, chopped my fingers :D), added a new passion in my life “COOKING” (isn’t it hilarious???) ha ha ha ha ha, Joined a company and worked for around 45 days and quited (lots of reasons my readers, I will try to narrate you in my next post :-) ), added new relationships to my life, major thing I learnt after my marriage is budgeting… seriously :O

At the end I can never forget the year 2010 :D